Just last night I was so conflicted, so hurt, so filled with complex emotions. Not really sure of where they came from, only knowing that the tears that fell came from a place I couldn't explain. And funny how after all that, today I find more joy, more happiness in the blessings of the happenings of today.
Coming back to AACF/NYU I was a huge skeptic. My belief? That God couldn't change the AACF I had left behind, that God wasn't going to use them in to do crazy things at NYU. Basically, my faith in God was in non-existence in terms of AACF and the greater NYU campus.
And once again I am humbled, this time by a simple number: 4.
It's funny, that number 4. It's less significant than the number 5, but more than just 'some'. Some might find it unimportant, but that less than ten number equates to 4 lives now living for God. Four souls that heaven was rejoicing over. Tonight as I heard about my new sister, there was just so much joy in my heart, knowing that the scales had fallen down, and that new sight had become hers.
Such joy that reminded me of my lack of faith, but that God's faith overcomes that.
And so the family extends as the angels rejoice, and a new child is reborn.
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